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| Thursday, May 29th, 2008 | |
| 8:09 am | Memorial day was kind of lazy and laid back without my parents around. It's the first time we didn't have our big annual barbeque on base. I think I want to go camping this weekend. How does that sound to you, Yunnie? |
| Sunday, May 11th, 2008 | |
| 11:50 am | Somedays I wonder if you really are bored with me... like your friend suggested.... Current Mood:  blank |
| 11:43 am | Yunho? Current Mood: blank |
| Wednesday, May 7th, 2008 | |
| 7:38 am | So, finals are over for another semester. I'm trying to decide if I should take any classes over the summer. On the one hand, if I'm going to have a lot of free time on my hands and be alone, then that would be bad. On the other, if I fill up my schedule and then Yunnie does have free time... That would be even worse. *frets* Decisions, decisions. WHY DECIDE TODAY WHAT YOU CAN PUT OFF UNTIL TOMORROW~ FINALS ARE OVER AND I SURVIVED ANOTHER SEMESTER, LET'S CELEBRATE! Current Mood:  awakeCurrent Music: Justin Timberlake |
| Tuesday, April 22nd, 2008 | |
| 4:48 pm | I used to be so good at keeping up with this, didn't I? Oh well. I'm so glad I decided to go back to school this semester. Things are crazy, but at least I've usually got something to do? I think next semester I'll definitely go back to a full load, though. My dad had some pretty serious leave saved up so he's taken mom on a 'world tour' or whatever... They keep sending me post cards from here and there. I miss them, but I'm glad they're having fun. Kiki and Sarah are having a blast in Japan, apparently. They don't keep in as regular contact as I'd like, but I'm no better. Kiki did remind me that the offer to kick Yunnie's ass is always available. ^_^;; Maybe I'll get better at keeping up with my journal again now that I'm spending more time on the computer. We'll see. Current Mood:  lonely |
| Friday, April 4th, 2008 | |
| 2:08 am | For Yunho~ Written in pretty cursive, tucked into a bouquet of wildflowers, a note arrived for Yunho at work. Yunnie, I've made reservations at a nice restaurant. Be my date? Love, Min |
| Friday, February 15th, 2008 | |
| 7:21 am | Changmin at in his favorite restaurant, staring at his food, appetite deserting him for once. After the fight and subsequent make up with Yunho, he'd been feeling vaguely out of sorts. He wanted to think that they'd actually solved everything, but he suspected it wouldn't be so easy. And, he'd realized later that Yunho still didn't know what sort of business partners he and Aoi actually were. He grimaced. The shit would really hit the fan when he found out, Min suspected. Even worse if he realized that Aoi had sort of issued an open invitation if he was ever interested - which he wasn't. He'd never realized how insecure Yunho was. It didn't bother him, per se, though it did baffle him. Yunho was so attractive to him, physically and emotionally, that he couldn't even fathom that the older man wouldn't be aware of it. Yunho was it for him. He'd never let go unless Yunho forced him to. How could his lover not see that? Changmin sighed and stirred at his pho. Such were life's great mysteries. |
| Monday, December 31st, 2007 | |
| 3:59 am | RP with Yunho Changmin dug through one of the shopping bags on the desk. He'd bought post cards for everyone their second day in Belgium, but had yet to actually have the time to fill them all out and mail them. Time with Yunho had been more important, reaffirming that they were still together, still in love despite Changmin's holiday blues. But the older man had gone out for a bit on his own and Changmin had found himself with a little extra time on his hands. If he was lucky, he could get them all done and stamped and drop them off at the front desk for mailing before Yunho got back. |
| Wednesday, December 5th, 2007 | |
| 8:23 pm | Overnight became another day, which became another night, and before Changmin realized it, he'd spent half of his week at his mother's house. It would be one thing if he was actually helping her, but they'd finished clearing out the garage on the first night. Instead he was mostly sitting up in his old bedroom, staring out the window. He should call Yunho, let his lover know he was still alive. He should thank his mother for her patience and the endless supply of cocoa. He should call Junsu and apologize for missing work. He did none of those things, just ... wallowed in unaccountable holiday blues. |
| Saturday, December 1st, 2007 | |
| 6:42 am | Yunho, I'll be at my mom's tonight, helping her out with some things. Dinner is in the fridge, you just have to heat it up. Hopefully I'll see you tomorrow. XXOOXXOO Changmin Changmin rolled his eyes as he scratched through the Max. It was still felt more natural to sign his English name, half of the time. He wondered if that meant he'd lost something important within himself. He put the note up on the fridge and walked through the house, gathering up the things he needed for a night at his mother's. An afterthought and he went to adjust the note - something he did twice more before he finally made it out the door. ps. Call me, okay? pss. But only if you get home before 11, otherwise you'll wake up mom. psss. Txt me if that happens okay? Only to run back inside to add one last thing. Last PS, I swear - <3 I love you. |
| Saturday, November 17th, 2007 | |
| 8:39 am | Yunnie~ My mother wants to know if we have any Thanksgiving plans. |
| Wednesday, October 31st, 2007 | |
| 7:58 am | Christmas approaches, looming ever closer with it's barrage of bright lights and carolers and consumer-engrossedness. All of the stores are already switching out their displays, marking down the days. And yes, I do realize it's only just Halloween. Although I'm not Christian, I grew up loving Christmas. Even with the rampant commercialism that's tried to corrupt it over the years, as tainted as it's become on the outside, the core of the holiday is still as pure as it should be. Last Christmas was ... unpleasant. And as this Christmas threatens to rush up on us faster than I'm ready for, I find myself dreading it. Not that this Christmas - or any Christmas in the future - will be a repeat of last year's. I've learned my lesson, it won't happen again. Even if the proceeding circumstances were repeated my own horrible selfishness won't. I'm in love and am loved in return. I don't expect that to change anytime soon. So why does facing the holiday season keep dredging up dark times I'd just as soon forget? The past is passed. But I can't seem to shake it, properly. Having Yunnie here, sleeping in the same bed, eating at the same table... it helps. It really does. I can't even imagine if I was trying to face it alone - Dad out to sea, Kiki in Japan. But I miss being able to look forward to the craziness, the love and laughter, the food.... I just want Christmas back. |
| Monday, October 15th, 2007 | |
| 5:47 am | Wow~~ You must have thought I turned into a hermit and shunned all things electronic, hm? ^_^ Nope! Things have been very strange, but in a good way. Yunho is mostly moved in, so hopefully by the end of hte month he won't have to be paying rent at the old apartment anymore. A storage unit is definitely going to be a must, though. My - our - apartment just isn't big enough for all of my stuff, his stuff, and the girl's stuff that they left behind. Not having school has been the strangest thing of all, though. I've been going to school non-stop for as long as I can remember. When other kids were doing jock-type summer camps and the like, I was taking summer courses and geek-type summer camps. Even though I skipped a few years here and there, I still did all the work of having completed a full academic education - I just shoved it into fewer years. I started concurrent-credit college courses as soon as my high school would approve it. I've taken full schedules for every semester since I graduated high school. Fall, Winter, Spring, Summer - both Summer sessions, even. I'm nineteen and I have more than enough credits for a bachelors - just not enough in any single degree program. I'm happy that I don't have to try to juggle my schedule around to make free time to spend with Yunho. It's still a big adjustment, though. Now. what on earth should I make for dinner? |
| Saturday, September 15th, 2007 | |
| 3:03 pm | Changmin whistled and danced around the his living room as he adjusted things. He was filled with nervous energy. His lover would arrive any minute with the first wave of his things. Yunho had lived with him before, but it had been temporary, something only intended to help his lover heal. This was for keeps. |
| Saturday, September 1st, 2007 | |
| 8:01 am | Changmin had been arranging and rearranging his things since they'd gotten back from Bora Bora. Things had been so hectic upon their return that they hadn't actually gotten around to moving Yunho into his apartment. A fact that he intended to remedy at the earliest possible moment. Until then, he wasn't quite sure the best way of adding Yunho's things to his organizational style. He bit his lip as he sat on the floor in front of his half-empty dresser. His relationship with Marianna had ended only a week after she'd moved in with him... But Yunho had already lived with him at his absolute worst, so surely they were past the point where there was any danger of him chasing his lover away.... right? He fished out his cell phone and dialed the familiar number. Quite suddenly he felt an almost desperate need to hear Yunho's voice. |
| Friday, August 24th, 2007 | |
| 12:16 am | ♥~~We're back from Bora Bora. Will post pictures later~~♥ ^_^v can I just state right now that I have the most awesome lover in the world??? Why yes, yes I can! |
| Tuesday, June 26th, 2007 | |
| 7:00 am | Yunho is taking me to Bora Bora. ^____^ Just the two of us. *dances* |
| Wednesday, June 20th, 2007 | |
| 9:10 pm | Things like this destroy my faith in my fellow man. What makes a hate crime and why do we put up with it? |
| Saturday, June 16th, 2007 | |
| 8:03 am | Changmin sighed as he put the last box into the back of his dad's pick up truck. "Are you sure you don't mind holding on to the stuff for us?" Kiki had never been so hesitant towards him over something so simple, but Changmin didn't completely blame her. He had been little better than a ticking time-bomb lately and they'd only just reconnected. "It's fine, Kiki." He grinned, a shadow of it's usual brilliance, but genuine despite that. "As long as I'm holding your stuff hostage, you have to come back eventually." "And you're sure it's okay for us to stay the last few nights with you? I mean... Yunho is still staying there, right?" "Yes to both. It's not like he's sleeping in the other bedroom, Ki." He took a small measure of meanspirited pleasure in her reaction to that, but moved on. "Really, Kiki. It's fine. It's all fine. So stop being difficult and just get in the truck." Finally she relented and crawled in beside Sarah. A half an hour later, they were at his apartment. He stuck his head in the door and called for his lover. "Yunho? Can you come help us get this stuff inside?" |
| Friday, June 8th, 2007 | |
| 4:11 pm | {Rp for Yunho} Exam time always made Changmin a little testy. Even though he was perfectly aware that he knew the material, that he'd have to do something majorly stupid to actually not pass... He worried about it. He worried and he vented at those foolish enough to stay too close during exam week. Kiki had moved out in the middle of exam week the summer before. Winter exams had seen his cat diligently trying to live elsewhere until the week was over. Now exam time had rolled back around and once again he could feel the tension and stress building. His movements were jerky and annoyed as he washed the small bowl that had been abandoned in the sink and had to force himself not to slam it into the dish washer. What had possessed him to think it was a good idea to invite his new lover to stay one of the three weeks of the year when his tolerance to having someone else in his living space was lowest? {the funny thing is that he's still clinging like a leech... poor Yunnie... Mixed signals much?} |